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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 4:06:46 GMT -3
I bit my lip, and kept my gaze down. Suddenly she kissed me. I was shocked, yet didnt pull away, even if she did reek of alcohol. I loved her, I needed that, it told me that she cared. And I really wanted to see that. I kissed her back gently, and slowly began feeling relieved. My heart relaxed and my mind settled, focused on her. I could help her stop.
As long as you had someone to back you up, it isnt so hard. At least when youre in love.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 16:53:56 GMT -3
Her kiss lastested longer then she expected but when she pulled away she had a smile on her face. a type of smile she hadnt had for a long time. Will you help me she asked allready knowing he probably would. she then wrapped him in a hug her head on his chest. She was still a little worried becuase the only friends she had were bad for her well except chris he was probably the only good thing that has happened to her.
She then pulled away looking at him are you sure she asked meaning was he sure he wanted to be with her. sure they were almost total opposites the only thing they realy had in common was music. She didnt care though there had to be something there if they even lasted this long just being friends.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 17:01:58 GMT -3
She asked me if I would help her. I didnt just tell her all those things for her to be working on it herself! I nodded and kissed the top of her head gently. "I'm here for you." My voice was soft as I held her in the hug gently. My eyes shutting for a few seconds, since I was relieved. "Im positive..." I said softly, my arms keeping her close to me. I gently rested my head on hers softly. A smile growing on my face.
I loved her, but wsa it too soon to say so? If so, Id let it slide a few days. I would help her through everything, absolutely everything. I was there to help her, I was the knight in shining armor taking her from the grasp of the dragons. The dragons that got her into things she didnt want to be in. Peer pressure, never bugged me. I always knew I was too good for them.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 17:08:21 GMT -3
Now she knew she was going to have to try harder to stop being well the person who most people knew. To most people she was the drunk girl who like to fight, get in trouble and party, and who was a complete bitch. But around chris she was totaly different well except the drunk part. around chris she was caring nice and well usualy didnt try to start fights. With his help she knew she could do this but to be honest she was scared becuase she had depended on drinking when she wasnt happy, and she depended on fighting to let people know she would kick there ass if they asked for it.
Being in his arms was magical it was like she had her hole world here and she needed no one else. She had loved him ever since they started to hang out at first it was a more friendly love but then it gre to be more.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 17:20:35 GMT -3
I was one to use music to get my point across. Why? Because i had nothing else really. I had my voice, and my guitar. That was what I needed most. But with her, she bypassed all of them. I needed her more than anything. And suprisingly, I had her. It made my heart pound, and my mind race about the future. I rocked her with me gently, only so we werent statues, just standing there hugging.
My eyes were shut, the hazel color hiding behind my lids. I kept her rocking with me gently, slowly, magically. I didnt know what to say, the silence was just so graceful and perfect. I wsa sure I had found the perfect person for me. As long as I could get her to stop drinking and what not, which i was positive.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 17:28:43 GMT -3
His parents would probably freak out if they found them alone in the room together. she knew her aunt would, and she would probably get a long lecture about boys even though they wernt doing anything but hugging pretty much. Sadly she didnt even know how to drive becuase she was always drunk so she never to the time to get her drivers license becuase at least she wasnt stupid enough to drink and drive.
She loved the quite it made her relax, and it made her actualy sit down and think about what she had been doing was realy wrong. she pulled away and smiled i was going to ask you as a friend but would you go to homecoming with me she asked like she was nurvous didnt know why since she allready had him. last year she went but she had just crashed the party this year she actualy wanted to get all dressed up and go and have fun.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 21:32:51 GMT -3
Her voice was music to my ears, and listening to her question I smiled at her. "Of course... When is it?" I asked. I was homeschooled.. I didnt know much about school dances, except when I went to them when I was in middle school. But that was years ago. And things were much different in high school.
First of all, I wasnt some nobody kid anymore, I was famous. Popular with the people in this small town. People loved me, and I loved people, only Nicky was the one who truly had my heart. I smiled. Id do anything for her. I smirked. "I love you." I said softly, I didnt care anymore really. I needed to tell her.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 21:39:12 GMT -3
She was so happy he had agreed to go with her she was worried she wouldnt get to go becuase she wasnt going by herself. Its friday she mentioned with a smile. she sat there playing with his hand. Then she herd it Those three words most girls loved to hear, but they worried her. she was ahveing a hard to makeing out her words. her face was bright red. she had been laying on the bed. she sat up to look in his eyes she could tell he ment it. I love you to she said.
ooc: omg hehe so he should plan on going to the dance but then he ends up haveing to go to a last minute gig and she is all like ready to go but he never shows up becuase she didnt get his call and so she gets mad at him.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 22:01:52 GMT -3
I smiled at her, so Friday it was. Okay. I let her play with my hand, I was relaxed some. I heard her following words and they made me smile. She was blushing and I was too, it sounded so sweet. Kind of like candy. My mind flashed through a few songs. Some reminded me of her, but the song was called My Friend Jane, so she wouldn't get any ideas as I wrote it.
I recalled her asking about it. Asking who was Jane, and reading it over my shoulder, it made me smile.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 22:10:31 GMT -3
she started to luagh she couldnt hold herself back it was more of a school girl giggle though. Now she had to think of what to wear to the dnace. The funny thing was now that she was dateing chris she wouldalways care what she looked like around him, what she did, and waht she said. before when they were just friends she didnt care. she still felt like he could have done better then her but that was his choice to make.
where are your parents she asked out of curiosity. If they ended up kissing again she didnt want them to walk in or something or find them alone.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 22:21:29 GMT -3
When she giggled, I laughed quietly. It was cute. Then her question came into play. Chris shrugged. "I think theyre out with friends.. They go out every night and come back late." I shrugged. They were never around, i didnt care. They supported me, and still bought the groceries. "Theyre hardly ever around... Though, as long as they keep stocking the house with groceries, Im happy." I laughed. It was true.
I smirked at her. "Speaking of groceries, are you hungry?" As if on que, my stomach growled. My cheeks turned red. A small laugh escaped.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 22:27:28 GMT -3
she nodded her head Ya im starving she said as she started to stand up. once up she stretched her arms and yawned. she didnt know how long she would be able to stay here becuase she was getting tired. she looked around his room well atleast your parents have something to dow ith your life she said she handt seen or talked to her for several years.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 22:36:08 GMT -3
I laughed. "They just support me, and buy groceries. Honestly, they dont do much for me at all." I said calmly and opened the door to my room, I walked down the stairs and into the monster of a kitchen we had. It was huge, and lemme tell yah, it was beautiful. A chandelier in the kitchen? That was here. White and blue marble? That too. An ocean type theme, with the sink the color of sand? Of course. It was definately marine like, pictures of whales and such lined the kitchen walls. I opened the huge sand colored fridge. "What do you want?" I asked quietly.
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Post by Nicole Wilson on Jan 2, 2009 22:38:27 GMT -3
she was always amazied by the kitchen in his hosue. god your kitchen is nicer then my hole house she said. of course she lonly lived in a two room apartment with her aunt and uncle. when he asked her what she wanted she asked and put her arms around him I want you she said. she realy honestly didnt know what she wanted to eat she would eat what ever.
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Post by Christofer Drew }} on Jan 2, 2009 22:52:17 GMT -3
My eyes were glued on the carrots. Odd craving? Just slightly... They looked super good though. So I reached out to grab them when she hugged me, i rested my hand on hers as I used my other arm to grasp the bag of carrots. My body was slightly tense. I hadnt been hugged for awhile, and I didnt know what to tell her. "You have me though..." I said calmly and turned hugging her walking her over toward the table.
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