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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Feb 22, 2009 14:29:07 GMT -3
Jay was shuddered in his own thoughts until her voice broke hte silence He was happy to have something more to talk about then just what was up in his head for the time being. Joe... he said as if a chapter in life had just begun.
Joe was beat as a kid, his whole family. His father beat the life out of his mother and his sisters were heavily guarded by him. He just fear people for fear of being hit again. Whatever he did, he seemed to get punched. That's Joe's problem. It isn't you. he assured.
Jay continued the walk in a slip of silence that Morgan found to say another past story. He thought of ways that he could escape this conversation with her not knowing much. He wanted her to know after the camping trip cause this story just might was well make her leave... make her stay... he wasn't certain.
I grew up with a huge family. We're talking about like 100 people from each side of mom and dad. Gatherings were huge, I had plenty of siblings and cousins to play with as a child. Hell, did I tell you Gary's my second cousin? Anyways, I was married, had a child on the way... all that good stuff. Gary, Joe, I went off to a bar play one night with our Christian band. I found myself taking a break because the smoke in the bar was making me sick. I found myself in a alleyway. I heard noises and guns going off. So being stupid I had to go make sure everything was okay. There was dead man and someone in the shadow. Telling it not to move, it did and I fired the mans gun... Jay's eyes officially started to water. It was a child, only seven years old. She had to have been coming to me for help but I shot her. I got put in jail and when I got out I was 19, I went home and no one wanted me. My dad kicked me out of their life and when I went to my wife, she handed me our 9 month old baby girl and told me to take her, she didn't want the kid. She didn't want anything that reminded her of me. So I left. Gary found me a few months later and got me back on my feet. I had not clue how to raise a child but somehow, I'm managing.
Jay opened the door of the RV, his eyes and body looking like what he had just said, just happened. He sat on the couch and waited for his memories to fade like he had forced them away a little less then a year ago. Her thoughs on him still hidden.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Feb 22, 2009 19:05:09 GMT -3
Morgan nodded slowly as Jay revealed the story behind Joe, and she shuddered slightly as he went into his own. She smiled knowing already that he and Gary had to have been related somehow. Her face went into a whole other spectrum of emotion upon hearing that he had been married with a child. Morgan cringed. That poor child. Morgan's eyes watered. How much pain there must have been knowing that the person you loved wanted nothing to do with you. She squeezed Jay's hand. She was here for him.
Her hand stung when Jay moved across the room to the couch, and she exhaled slowly, letting go of the breath she had been holding for so long. "How old is she, your daughter?" She looked across the room to him. She would stay with him; Morgan tried smiling. It had probably taken a lot out of him to be able to tell her these things. The last remaining strands of her wavy, blond came undone from what remained of the half-ponytail from dinner. Morgan shook her head, and laid back-down on the bed waiting for Jay to talk.[/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Feb 24, 2009 1:53:32 GMT -3
As he sat his body seemed to tense. He wasn't certain why. Maybe he just found himself fearing what she might be wanting to do with him. Some people he had meet before weren't so forgiving as he was soon to find out she was. His eyes looked up at her when she asked how old his daughter was. She's three months to being two. he smiled remembering his little baby at home. She was learning her feet and starting to say short sentences. Jay was her favorite person in the world and whenever he entered the room, she would run as fast as she could into his lap. Jay gave up nearly everything for her to be happy and she seemed to pick that up.
He sighed and the noticed he was still with her and it was her birthday. I just needed to get all that out before we went any farther in anything. Not saying we are but just encase. It would be weird saying it at the last second. Now he felt dumb for saying that. He pretty much told her that sex was on his mind. Jay could be a perv, mostly when he was drunk which now he was dead drunk. He felt like passing out but the night was still young. Thank you for not freaking out on me. he mentioned. People here I'm a single dad and they just politely turn away and I never see them again. he stood up and took her hand again and walked to the bedroom being that Gary and Joe might walk in at anytime ready for bed.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Feb 25, 2009 22:17:09 GMT -3
Morgan smiled as she played with a couple strands of hair. She looked at the ceiling. Almost two. Looking over at him over her shoulder. "I'll bet she's a cute little thing." Morgan followed him into the bedroom, and she laid down on the bed. Her eyes followed Jay as she kicked off her shoes. Sighing, Morgan turned onto her back.
"I'm just glad you told me," Morgan said blatantly, "I wouldn't just walk away from you." She smiled sweetly. Her eyes went back to the few strands of of hair running through her fingers. "What does she look like?" Interested, her eyebrows went up as she smiled. Morgan slapped the space of bed next to her, indicating Jay to come and sit by her. He was welcome to stay where he was, but she wanted him next to her.[/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Feb 26, 2009 4:34:58 GMT -3
He was happy to see that her veiw on him was still the way it had seemed before. His nervous teptation fled down a notch and was happy enough to just stand their in the silence but she asked what his daughter looked like. Jay was a proud parent and his face light up. Well, dark hair like me and natural tan skin like her mother. he started to reach behind him and walked forward.
Once he sat down next to her he pulled out his wallet and showed her the picture he had taken of her. Her name is Destiny. he said looking at the picture along with Morgan.
A few minutes passed and his looks on her were changing. He was drunk and that side of him was about to merge, what could he say? He was on a bed with a beautiful lady in the mist of the night. Do you have anything you'd wanna say in the moment?
picture in wallet
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Post by Morgan Fox on Feb 26, 2009 15:20:00 GMT -3
Morgan smiled as she looked at the picture of Destiny. "She's beautiful." She smiled and looked at Jay again, handing the picture back to him. Jay posed a question. Anything to say..hmm... Morgan shook her head. "No, nothing to say" Her eyes showed her caution as she leaned in, but it was only temporary. They closed as her lips met his, and after a few seconds she pulled away slightly to see his face.
Morgan looked at Jay, wondering if that was what was supposed to happen, but she had gone on an impulse. There wasn't anything wrong with that, right? She paused, debating whther or not to go farther, but decided against it. He would have to act upon her actions, too. She turned onto her right side; her right hand buried in hair as she used it to support herself. A few moments passed, and she decided to sit upright again.[/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Feb 26, 2009 23:31:02 GMT -3
He smiled glad that she thought Destiny was cute. His daughter really did mean the world to him. His eyes lead to hers when her announcment came down to the say part. He waited for her to continue to say or do what she was planning not even thinking that sex might be on her mind.
He was flipping his wallet closed to put the picture back into his pocket. His head pulled back up to have her lips meet his. He enjoyed the moment with a jump in his heart. When she pulled away he gave of a confused look. The confusion was more on why she stopped kissing him.
He looked down at her when her body fell to the bed a little more then rose back up. His face looked certain at this moment as he leaned forward, pressing his lips to hers. His hand found it under her hair and partly against her neck/head. He was sure this felt right, she thought it was right or at least he thought she did by her earlier actions.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Mar 4, 2009 21:39:49 GMT -3
Morgan had caught the confused look on Jay's face when she had stopped kissing him. Concern melted into hidden happiness as he leaned forward and kissed her again. One of his hands found hers, and Morgan smiled beneath his lips.
She didn't know what was on his mind, but she kind of wanted to find out. Morgan got a little more comfortable and got into it a little more. Her right hand moved behind his hand, and she fingered through and pulled slightly on his hair. It wasn't enough to hurt Jay; she wouldn't want to do that. Morgan's body curved slightly towards his as she kissed his neck with her nose tracing his jawline. Moving back to his lips, she was softer, but Morgan waited for Jay to make the next move. [/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Mar 5, 2009 2:50:39 GMT -3
Jay felt her body against his, every move she made turned him on. Always, he tried not to be such a horn dog but times like these it seemed as if they needed to be. He pulled her closer and kissed her neck just as she did to him. His hands traced the curve of her body as his came to hover over her frame. Sure Jay was a big guy but he would never intentionally hurt her even if it did come down to crushing.
His hands found her breast and then traced back up to her lips encase it wasn't okay. When his lips were on her lips, his hands had no where to go so they fell back to her sides.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Mar 6, 2009 0:23:49 GMT -3
Morgan sighed as he kissed her neck, and she felt like she was melting. Feeling his hands curve over her body as he hovered, every nerve ending in her body was like a live wire. Morgan gently pulled Jay to her left side, allowing him to lay on the bed as she hovered over him. She stayed seated on the bed, leaning over Jay. Her hair, brushed back, started to fall into her face.
Morgan pulled back slightly; her eyes searching his. She hoped this brief interruption would, in fact, be brief. She didn't know what was on his mind, but she wanted to know exactly how far things were going tonight. Morgan kissed his lips softly, and then turned back to his neck. Wondering where the night would take them, she awaited his approach.[/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Mar 7, 2009 4:11:11 GMT -3
Jay gently pulled her back down from her hovering and laid on his side partly above her. He kissed her lips and ran his hands around her shirt to see if she would care at all. His eyes looked wondering as he looked at her. He gave out a very sneaky look but was all serious... well sorta, Jay was never serious and even now he was a little drunk but still knowing what he was doing.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Mar 9, 2009 17:01:47 GMT -3
Morgan smiled as he pulled her back down. She had her tongue trace his lower lip as they kissed. Goosebumps rose where Jay touched her bare skin, now exposed from under the baby blue tanktop. Morgan stopped mid-kiss. "Where are we going with this Jay?" Her eyes searched his honestly. He had looked serious before. What would his reaction be now?
She remembered when her father came home drunk. Morgan cringed slightly at the memory. Jay wouldn't be like that, would he? She certainly hoped not. She ran her fingers through his hair and continued searching his face. Where would the night take them?[/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Mar 10, 2009 22:57:51 GMT -3
Her question caught him off guard but made him think. He was too drunk to think too clearly but remembered everything he did and had some sense in what he did. He looked her rite back in the eye, not sure of what to do or what to say.
I'm the luckiest person in the world to have found you. he said in all honesty, his eyes didn't lie. Jay rarely ever lied and when he did he had good cause. They were adults, rite? They had a rite to do thing like this when they wanted to. Did she want to?
He had no clue how to answer her question so he just stayed quiet and looked down. Would this be your first time, you seem nervous. he mentioned looking back up at her. He wouldn't be mad if she denied him now, a little sad because of the alcohol. The only people Jay really laid out on when he was drunk were strangers that talked shit.
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Post by Morgan Fox on Mar 12, 2009 16:18:33 GMT -3
Morgan smiled as he spoke. No one had thought about her that way before. She looked away and nodded. This would be her first. Blue eyes leaped back to Jay's face, but she loosened herself immediately. Morgan decided solemnly. As seconds passed, her eyes searched his. Maybe hoping to find confidence. She thought she looked like a scared little girl at the present. Morgan traced her fingertips along his jugular groove. Then, as she breathed in, she pulled him in and kissed him gently. [/font]
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Post by Jay DeMarcus on Mar 12, 2009 21:33:52 GMT -3
Jay wasn't entirely sure if she wanted to do this so quickly. He wasn't afraid, him having a child showed it wasn't his first time. He looked at her as she nodded a yes to his question. Her eyes looked as if she were thinking about what to do. He looked straight at her, waiting for her to make up her mind. He wouldn't rush, he'd wait if he had to.
Then she pulled him in, he wasn't sure if this was his signal for him to to continue to touch her please her rite now, so he just kissed her, waiting for her let him know what else he should do, how far he could go.
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